post-zombie era

Chapter 30 No secrets

Gu He originally wanted to explain his itinerary to Guan Jin. He prepared everything and even made the black tea that Guan Jin likes to drink. He wanted to snuggle up with him and watch a movie together, and then explain things to him. I understand, but because of the movie Guan Jin watched, and because Guan Jin actually wanted him on the sofa, he started to get stuck again and didn't want to say anything.

Seeing that he was about to turn his face away, Guan Jin pinched his chin with his hand and turned his face away, saying, "Don't you want to tell me?"

There was even a hint of danger in the voice.

Gu Heben is a person who refuses to admit defeat. If Guan Jin softens his attitude, he will also soften his heart. If Guan Jin is tough, he will bear it with him. He took a deep breath and said, "I am going to tell you, Who told you to spend the time I want to tell you doing other things! Now I don't want to talk about it."

Guan Jin was taken aback by Gu He's answer, and then he laughed, kissed Gu He's cheek several times, and then rubbed his lips against his ear, with a hoarse and sexy voice, "Did you feel uncomfortable just now?" ? We are just doing what a husband and wife should do, of course, don't waste time when you are interested, and what you should explain to me, the explanation is the same after you finish it."

Gu He thought that the interest in watching this kind of film is really not something ordinary people would have. He opened his mouth to tease Guan Jin like this, but he didn't say it, but frowned and said, "I don't think so. Comfortable, what's the matter? I don't like doing it on the sofa, didn't I tell you before?"

Guan Jin didn't seem to be angry at what he said, but stood up holding him. Although Gu He was not too tall and thin, he still had a certain amount of weight. Thanks to Guan Jin, he was able to hold him firmly and walked out of the audio-visual room. Walking in the bedroom, he said as he walked, "So I'm so angry. If I said it earlier, I would have carried you to the bed."

Gu He was furious, but he felt out of breath when Guan Jin said that. After being put on the bed by Guan Jin, he had to sit up by himself, "I want to take a bath."

Guan Jin turned off the headlight in the room, turned on the wall lamp, sat on the bed and tried to push Gu He under him, Gu He pushed him angrily, "I don't want it anymore, do you want to respect me? Ask me When you ask me what do you mean? Do you love me as a person? Or do you just want this body?"

Guan Jin was stunned by his angry words, he quietly looked down at Gu He's face, Gu He's eyes were wide open, there was a gleam of water in them, his brows were tightly frowned, and his expression was not Not anger, but deep sadness.

Guan Jin was also stabbed by his sad look. He didn't get up, but kept looking at Gu He like this for a long time before he said in a low voice, "I didn't want to care who you had dinner with or who you met with. , who I made friends with, but I can't help it. I'm always afraid... I'm always afraid..."

When he said this, his throat felt choked, and he couldn't say anymore. He shouldn't be so weak, so weak that he was afraid that Gu He would leave him.

Gu He has no love for him, how could he not know it? From the very beginning, he knew that there was no sign of emotion in Gu He's clear eyes, and he was not enlightened at all. At that time, Guan Jin also fantasized about He had waited until the day when he opened his eyes and understood his feelings and let him go with the flow, but he couldn't wait, because Gu He seemed to be able to never understand his mind, maybe he really didn't understand, maybe he pretended not to understand, He had to force Gu He to be with him like that.

He originally thought that as long as they were together forever, Gu He would fall in love with him one day, because he loves him so much, even if his heart is made of stone and cannot be emotional, there will be a day when it will be warmed up.

However, this day, which has been waiting for more than ten years, still hasn't come. For him, it's like an extravagant hope. The extravagant hope that someone who will never love him will fall in love with him.

So many times, he felt that he could only do this in sex, otherwise, what else could he do.The faint sadness made him feel that Gu He's person was at least his when he couldn't get Gu He's love.

Guan Jin has no choice but to be able to at least have Gu He's time and body for a lifetime, and this is the minimum requirement he is willing to admit when he thinks that Gu He will not like anyone.

But during this period of time, he found that Gu He had changed. Gu He was often in a daze. When he was in a daze, his eyebrows or his eyes stretched with a soft smile, or he frowned and looked melancholy. The appearance when love was born.

Who was he thinking about, and that person, Guan Jin clearly knew it wasn't him.

He wants to marry him as soon as possible, the sooner the better, but his grandfather and mother are not willing to let him marry Gu He, they have a more ideal candidate waiting for him to marry, and even made it clear that as long as he married That Miss Xiao family, they didn't care if he kept Gu He outside as a concubine.

Although he asked people to check the situation of Miss Xiao's family and knew that she was a gentle and beautiful person, he still had no plans to marry her and arrange Gu He as a side room. It is a "family marriage" concession.

In the past few months, he has been forcing his grandfather and mother to agree to marry Gu He, and admitted that Gu He is a daughter-in-law of the Guan family who has the right to inherit his estate. However, there has been great resistance, and his mother once agreed, and He also discussed with him the time of engagement and marriage, and was willing to persuade his grandfather, but was tempted by the olive branch of marriage handed over by the Xiao family, and these days he backtracked and refused to agree.

He was very irritable and uncomfortable all the time, but Gu He was thinking about other people.

He stared at Gu He, feeling like he wanted to swallow him in his stomach, so that he would be all his own.

Gu He seemed to feel Guan Jin's sadness, and stared at him blankly, "What are you afraid of? Are you afraid that I will run away with others?"

Guan Jin lowered his head and bit his exposed shoulder hard, leaving a circle of red marks, and said foolishly, "Yes, why not be afraid. I can watch your people, but I can't watch yours Heart. Do you think I don't know who you met today? The Xiao Ce you called last night is the Xiao Ce you met today? I don't know when you met him. "

Guan Jin didn't know that Gu He and the head of the Xiao family knew each other before, so although he knew Xiao Ce, he never thought that this Xiao Ce was the Xiao Ce that Gu He inadvertently called out in his dream last time. , He knew from the person who secretly protected Gu He that Gu He met Xiao Ce, and after staying in the car for an hour, he suddenly understood - that's how it was.

This made him very uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that he could only watch movies to calm himself down.

Guan Jin's tone was dull and indifferent, but perhaps the more understatement he made, the more he expressed his anger, which was so angry that he could no longer burst out.

Gu He's body tensed up for a moment because of his words, and only for a moment, Guan Jin who had been half-pressing on him had already felt it, so that the corners of his lips showed a sense of sarcasm and cruelty.

Gu He was already unable to get angry because Guan Jin had sent someone to follow him, his heart was cold, so his tone was very light, and he said, "Then what are you going to do?"

Guan Jin's eyes darkened all of a sudden, as if with bloodthirsty cruelty, he even raised his hand to give Gu He a slap to shake off the plainness on his face, but he didn't slap him, just gritted his teeth and said , "Do you want to follow him? Impossible, you have promised me to marry me."

Gu He frowned, revealing deep sadness, "I didn't mean that. I didn't regret marrying you, but I really don't know how to live with you like this. I just want to be my own Career, many times, being with you is also very happy and happy, but since when, I am always afraid of being with you..."

Before he finished speaking, Guan Jin interrupted him, "When you pretend to be another man in your heart, you even call him by his name in bed, tell me, have you ever had sex with him?"

Guan Jin's sharp eyes were like a knife. Gu He felt that he was being cut by him, and said sadly, "Don't you know? You have been sending people to monitor me. What have I done? Would you have no idea?"

Guan Jin squinted his eyes. He may have believed Gu He's words, or he believed his own eyes watching Gu He. He knew that Gu He's body did not betray him, but he still asked, "Why did you know Gu He?" He, why is it him? Don't I love you enough? We've been together for so many years, don't you feel anything? "

Gu He shook his head, gritted his teeth and didn't say anything, but tears started to flow from his eyes.

Seeing that he was crying, Guan Jin lowered his head and kissed his lips, "Why are you crying? Don't you know that I suffer more than you? You are betraying me, you are betraying me."

Gu He still shook his head, "What can I do, what do you want me to do."

Guan Jin kissed away his salty tears and said, "You know how much I love you, I am for you...for you..."

His voice was rough and he couldn't tell. Needless to say, how many things he had done for Gu He, he only said that half of his heart was for Gu He. Deepen the best memories.

Gu He felt deep pain in his heart. From the moment he tore off Xiao Ce's business card, he told himself that he would not think about him anymore. He raised his hand, wrapped his arms around Guan Jin's neck, and said , "I know that you spent your best ten years on me, but I am the same, I don't want to leave you, really."