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Chapter 071 Rejection

"Lu Chuan, let's forget it."

A name plus five characters, like a bucket of cold water poured on Lu Chuan's body.

Even though it was a sunny day of over 30 degrees, Lu Chuan felt inexplicably cold.

The combination of the two words "forget it" is a very wonderful word. It is more decisive than "we really can't be together", and it is more helpless than "let's not contact anymore".

So among the thousands of lines for breaking up and cutting off relationships, the most powerless and most regrettable is not "Let's break up", not "I don't love you anymore", nor "I like someone else".... ...

None, but this sentence - "Let's forget it."

Yu Chao looked at the dangling red ribbon poked by Lu Chuan's finger.

The question that had been lingering in his mind for several days finally had an answer just now. When Yuan Lide was yelling just now, and when Yuan Jiang was in a strange mood, he finally had an answer.

He gave up.

This matter was too difficult, he couldn't drag Lu Chuan into his own swamp.

His life is too miserable, he can't even find the answer to how he should live, and it is even more impossible for him to shoulder the responsibility of walking forward side by side with Lu Chuan.

Yu turned his head sideways, looking at the large floor-to-ceiling glass window in the living room directly opposite.

July in Ning'an City is the hottest time, the sun at noon is so bright that it's so bright that even if you stare at it for a while, your eyes will hurt.

For some reason, Yu Chao suddenly remembered the photo of Lu Chuan in the phone album.

But no matter how bright the sun is, it doesn't seem to be as bright as Lu Chuan in that photo.

In fact, when Yu Chao woke up from the bed this morning, he was still thinking about whether it was possible for him and Lu Chuan to be lucky.

I don’t know if it’s because I’ve been thinking too much about Lu Chuan recently. When I woke up in the morning, Yu Chao had a dream. In the dream, I was still in Class [-] of Ning’an No. [-] High School. He was sitting in the row next to the window, with his right hand On the side is Lu Chuan, who is his deskmate, in front is the third child, and in the back are A Wu and Yan Hong.

In the dream, it was the class break, the youngest child was going to the canteen to buy roast sausages, he turned around and asked the two of them if they wanted to eat, but before Yu Chao and Lu Chuan could speak, A Wu in the back seat raised his hand and said he wanted two, Add another string of fish balls.

Yanhong next to Ah Wu pushed his glasses, and asked suspiciously when the canteen was still selling fish balls. Lu Chuan turned his pen and turned to explain to Yanhong kindly, and then turned to meet Yu Chao's gaze. He also played a wink in a rogue manner.

The timeline in the dream always passes quickly, after which the camera turns and school is over, I don’t know why there is no evening self-study that day, after dinner in the evening, the students of the third grade flock to the big hall of the school like sheep herding the door.

Three grades, two or three thousand people, that's a lot.

Yu Chao was squeezed in the crowd so he couldn't breathe, but for a moment he didn't know why Fu Zhi suddenly looked to the left in the crowd, and then he saw that he was also crowded in the crowd not far away. Lu Chuan.

There are always many unrealistic places in dreams, and the scene will be blurred, so the faces of the people around him can't be seen clearly at all. He only remembers the moment he turned his head and met Lu Chuan's eyes.

He and Lu Chuan are separated by a sea of ​​people, but Lu Chuan's eyes are warm and firm.

Afterwards, he and Lu Chuan pushed aside the people around them, crossed the dense crowd and walked to each other's side, and when they walked towards the school gate together, they saw Lu Jianshan and Zhou Yue who came to pick them up.

The four of them drove home, and Zhou Yue sat in the co-pilot and told Yu Chao and Lu Chuan in the back seat what happened to Lu Jianshan this morning.

Lu Chuan leaned forward and back with laughter while listening, Lu Jianshan in the front driver's seat pretended to be angry and tapped Lu Chuan through the rearview mirror, telling him to restrain himself.

In the dream, Yu Chao didn't know whether he was smiling at first, but when he looked up, he saw himself in the rearview mirror, squinting and smiling happily in the mirror.

That happy expression with a smile reaching his eyes was something Yu Zhao had never seen on himself in reality.

But in the next second, Yu Chao woke up.

Yu Chao has always felt that having a sweet dream is more sad than having a nightmare. A nightmare is just a fear of being sad in a dream, and it will be fine when you wake up. But the few seconds when you open your eyes after waking up from a sweet dream are the most depressing.

You lie on the bed, open your eyes and look at the ceiling, your consciousness returns to the cage bit by bit, and when you compare the scene in your dream and pull yourself back to reality, you will sigh weakly and softly in your heart, "Ah, so It's a dream."

Yu Chao looked like this in the morning, the moment his consciousness came back, the blood on Yu Chao's body was a little cold.

Those in the dream do not belong to him, he is not yet an adult, he has not yet stepped out of the cage of the Yuan family, and he still has to face Yuan Lide and Yuan Qian.

When Yu Chao was young, he didn't understand why so many people looked forward to growing up. He hadn't been happy in the past ten years, and he never had a moment of happiness.

The sentence "You don't know how delicious something you have never eaten before" is correct, so Yu Chao doesn't know what "happy" looks like, and how happy the feeling of "happy" is, so He took it for granted that this is the way it is in this life, and there is nothing to be happy about when he grows up, so he is different from his peers and never looks forward to growing up.

But now he seems to be a little different.

He was looking forward to two years later, when he graduated, became an adult, and grew up again...

Could it be that if he is more capable, he can keep the warmth he wants to keep by his side?

He even selfishly wanted Lu Chuan to wait for him.

Wait for him for two years, wait for him to have a bright and free future, and then he will stand in front of Lu Chuan with his best appearance, and tell Lu Chuan that I will take care of all the messy things, and you don't have any worries, you still wish Don't want to like me?

But he dared not speak.

Two years is a long time, he felt that he was very selfish, what if Lu Chuan had someone else who was more suitable and liked?

Moreover, he's not sure he can solve these messy things, is he?

"To what extent?" Lu Chuan raised his hand to touch the bow on the cake box.

Lu Chuan regretted it within two seconds after saying this sentence, he was too aggressive, he would be embarrassed.

So Yu Chao still doesn't like him, right...

Lu Chuan sighed heavily in his heart, but he didn't mean to answer Chao, he raised his head and smiled at Chao again, and replied: "Okay."

"En." Yu Chao also responded aloud.

On the day Lu Chuan came out from Yu Chao’s house, he first went to the shopping mall next door to find a shooting range and bought a five-hour single-person package, and then went home to do his summer vacation Chinese homework. I copied it completely twice, and then copied all the mathematical physics formulas and chemical equations again.

It was already three o'clock in the morning after copying these, and Lu Chuan remembered that he hadn't eaten all day.

Adolescent boys are always a little inexplicably concerned about saving face. When Lu Chuan thinks about things, he is afraid of being seen out, so he likes to find something to do without thinking.

When he was in the shooting team in junior high school, he liked to copy the text every time he encountered a bad performance in the game.

Unexpectedly, this habit has not changed until now.

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