Chapter 121
Chapter 121
?Mockingjay◇
the one in my heart
He clearly knows that Ji Tian is teasing him, but Xia Liang has nothing to do.He has no feeling in his legs and feet, and his whole body weighs no more than eighty catties. He can't resist the difference in body size between the two, not to mention Ji Tian's character is like fire.
Among his peers from childhood to adulthood, apart from the school punks, only Ji Tian dared to joke about his physical defects.
Ji Tian lifted one of Xia Liang's legs, put on one trouser leg, pulled it above his knee, and then changed to the other leg.
The cloth rubbed against the quilt and skin, making a rattling sound.
"Hold me." Ji Tian put on both sides of his trousers, and tilted his shoulders.
Xia Liang hugged Ji Tian's neck.
The body is lifted up, and the elastic band of the trousers is brushed from underneath.
"Okay." Ji Tian said, "You are too light, you are like a child in your arms."
Xia Liang blinked.
Ji Tian looked at the person in his arms, who was weak and helpless like a bird, but let him be assassinated from time to time, that fair face, smooth skin, those clear eyes...
Xia Liang could feel Ji Tian's heartbeat and panting, getting faster and more intense.
"I'm sorry." Ji Tian said.
"What, what's the matter?" Xia Liang said.
"I want to bully you." Ji Tian said.
Xia Liang groaned softly, and was pushed down on the mattress by Ji Tian, holding down his wrists on both sides, crushing them tightly.
The velvet quilt was sunken, surrounding the two of them like snow flakes, and the bed formed a "big" pit.
Ji Tian kissed every inch of his face, neck, and behind the ears.
The chests of the two were pressed tightly together, and a thin layer of sweat gradually broke out.
Xia Liang raised her head, opened her mouth to breathe, her eyes were blurred.
Indistinctly, the tan hair caressed the cheek, which was itchy and fragrant.
"Today is not possible, Ji Shen, Ji..."
The anti-inflammatory drugs haven't been changed yet, so don't add fuel to the fire.
Xia Liang used what remained of his reason to hold up his upper body with difficulty, finally found Ji Tian's ear, and bit down on it.
"Aw! Pain, pain, pain!"
That's Ji Tian's switch.
Half an hour passed.
On the bay window, Ji Tian overlooked the night view of Seoul, smelling the cigarette in his hand.
Xia Liang changed the medicine for herself, put the cotton swab in the medical disinfection tray, and glanced at Ji Tian.
After calming down, the images of the two semi-finals in parallel time and space repeatedly appeared in his mind, longing to be able to give full play to his beautiful self-consciousness as an assassin in a united team.
His original intention was once very far away, but now it seems to be close in front of his eyes, as long as he has the courage to step forward, he can achieve it.
"So what do you think?" Ji Tian asked, "The contract you signed with ART is for one year, and it will expire soon."
"I see a fact clearly." Xia Liang said, "The more you go to the international arena, the more important teamwork is. Of course, Lich, FRI and Hope are all very good, but my original intention is still different from them after all. "
"You don't need to explain, I understand." Ji Tian said, "I'll talk about KL later, you can talk about your side first, what is the biggest obstacle?"
Xia Liang thought for a while, then sighed and said, "I feel that I have lost to Brother Lan."
Ji Tian said: "Don't you understand? What he represents is the "rich second generation" model of e-sports, which is to make his personal preferences and dreams into a golden cage, and then lock you up. It is called "self-realization". "
Xia Liang said: "Don't say that."
The voice of this sentence is not loud, but the tone is calm enough, and the serious emotion contained in it is enough to make people dare not take any further steps.
After hearing this, Ji Tian turned around to look at Xia Liang, pursed his lips, and leaned back against the bay window with his arm on his pillow.
"After the third place game, I will talk to him." Xia Liang said, "I know that with his character, he will not force me to stay, but if he has any reasonable requests, I will do my best to agree. "
"Well." Ji Tian said, "Not to mention anything else, he does help you a lot financially."
Xia Liang smiled bitterly.Although Ji Tian's words sound inexplicably stinging, but he may be much more polite than usual, he'd better just let it go.
"Then tell me about the current situation in KL." Xia Liang picked up the cap of the disinfectant solution and slowly aimed it at the mouth of the bottle.
"At least NPL is on the side of Jiao Xian and me." Ji Tian said, "I believe Manager Yang will agree to the terms."
Xia Liang asked: "What conditions?"
Ji Tian said: "I asked them to fire Jin Mailang, and at the same time let Xianjiao be the head coach and reorganize the team. Please come back and play the mid laner."
Xia Liang tightened the bottle cap in his hand: "How dare you make such a request? Your three-year contract is about to expire, so you're not afraid of being kicked out?"
Ji Tian said: "It's good to get out, then I will retire and go back to my hometown to open an Internet cafe. I invite you to be the proprietress."
Xia Liang: "..."
The non-slip pattern on the bottle cap made him feel a little uncomfortable.
When he fled KL, all he wanted was to prove himself.
The battleship Qingyun allowed him to realize himself, but after all, he failed to wait at the origin like Ji Tian, building his own environment with both hands to welcome the new era.
He has been wandering for too long, and at the same time he is lonely, he suddenly feels guilty.
In the past two years, Ji Tian has suffered so much by himself.
"I admit that I have a gamble." Ji Tian continued, "But you believe me, this time it is really different, the climate has changed, and my retirement is actually a strategy, called retreat to advance, it is in Force KL to reform."
Xia Liang said, "Then will you really retire?"
Ji Tian said: "How is it possible, I can still play for 20 years."
Xia Liang felt sour in his heart.
He put the disinfectant bottle on the bedside, accidentally took off the cotton swab holder, and splashed it on the carpet.
"Hey, hey." Ji Tian jumped down from the bay window, squatted in front of him in two steps, rubbed Xia Liang's hair, and said with a smile, "What are you doing, I've been crying, seeing you cry, I want to cry too, woo woo woo..."
"Get lost." Xia Liang wiped the corner of her eyes and slapped her.
Ji Tian grabbed his arm and hugged him tightly.
"I really..." Xia Liang buried her face in Ji Tian's shoulder, tears streaming down her face, "I miss you so much, Ji Shen."
Feeling the warmth on his chest, Ji Tian locked his smile.
"I miss you too."
ding, dong;
Doorbell rang.
Xia Liang was very troubled and sighed.
"I'll open the door." Ji Tian said.
Ji Tian opened the door, and saw a boy with gray pink hair and bangs.
"Forehead."
Song Shixun was taken aback when he saw Ji Tian, and raised his head to confirm the house number.
Ji Tian put one hand on the door frame: "What do you want from him?"
Song Shixun was holding a gift bag in his hand, he had already lifted it up, but now he put it down again.His eyes swept across the room, but he couldn't pass Ji Tian, so he had to back out.
"It's nothing." Song Shixun consciously pulled the doorknob, ready to close the door, "You play, you play."
In the room, Xia Liang heard the voice, quickly moved to the wheelchair and followed.
"Shixun, it's okay, you tell me." Xia Liang patted Ji Tian away, and opened the door again, "What's the matter?"
Song Shixun looked at the two of them, kept a polite smile, and expressed his intention: "After the finals, Dawn would like to treat you and Ji Tian to dinner, as well as a few good friends from NCK. It's private, are you free?"
Xia Liang said: "But I can't understand Korean, is it strange?"
Song Shixun said: "No, he will invite you...to help him wash the vegetables together."
Xia Liang said, "Do it yourself?"
Song Shixun said: "Well, he's very homely. He's at his own home. I've tasted it and it's okay. Just don't expect too much."
Xia Liang looked at Ji Tian.
Ji Tian said: "Didn't you see that there is only one small gift? They probably saw me calling here temporarily, but it doesn't matter, I can accompany you."
Xia Liang thought about it and agreed.
Song Shixu left behind a small gift bag and shook his hand: "Then I won't bother you, bye."
In the middle of the night, Xia Liang and Ji Tian nestled in bed and watched a movie on the screen, which was the final chapter of the "Hunger Games" series they had seen in Hangzhou - Mockingjay;
Ji Tian firmly believes that this movie is unfinished, and what he wants to see is a passionate plot where Katniss leads the oppressed bottom-level people towards independence.
But the director involved too many messy political struggles, beyond his language comprehension level.
Xia Liang was still pondering over that sentence over and over again.
"Some games are more cruel than real wars. Please forget everything you know and see who is the real enemy."
It's just that he didn't expect that after experiencing so many storms, his last enemy turned out to be himself.
Two days later, the third place match was held as scheduled.
KL and ART are rivals again.
In the footage from the Incheon Stadium, two teams from the NPL meet in the middle of the stage.
The global live broadcast is underway.
The situation was tense, and in the deciding game of the fifth game, Xia Liang took out the assassin hero Virotis again.
In the early stage, ART jungler Li Gui attacked the KL jungler Red Buff, cooperated with the top laner Wu Ni, and successfully killed KL jungler Chen Shanqiu to achieve a breakthrough.
[Official commentary/Lobster: This little dragon is a fire dragon!It is very important for both parties!We saw Yewish dormant in the grass on the east wall, and Xiaoan's vision and consciousness were unprepared!Virotis drives out the first displacement! !Nightwish wants to prove himself! 】
Xia Liang heard the familiar sound effect from the earphones - Flowers in the Mirror and Moon in the Water.
At that moment, a distorted picture flashed through his brain like an electric shock, and a voice told him, don't go in the opposite direction, don't look back, don't.
Please do not!
Muscle memory is interrupted.
It was as if a needle had been stuck in his nerve.
His left and right hands actually subconsciously reproduced the operation that he warned himself not to do.
0.6s;
W! Ah! Q!
E!
Virodis turned her head and glanced at the way she came.
The direction of the imprisonment skill and the target fly in the opposite direction.
"Ah!!" Xia Liang's pupils trembled.
Not only is his E empty, but he is completely reversed.
The screen is dim.
[Official Commentary/Lobster: Bilotis Ping A plays passive Q!Immediately after giving control...]
At this point, Lobster suddenly stopped. The Nightwish assassination that he had read so well did not happen as scheduled, but the explanation must continue.
[Official Commentary/Lobster: Nightwish's E skill did not hit Xiaoan!Nightwish was killed... ART was wiped out by the KL group this time! ! 】
In the deciding game, KL leveled ART's base within 10 minutes.
Xia Liang threw off the earphones, and the roaring sound effects came to him.
Although he has come out of the shadow of being attacked by Internet trolls, the test in his own heart is far from over. This is not obvious at ordinary times, but when he is in the same situation again, the problem is fully exposed.
After talking with a psychiatrist, he heard a professional term that he used to think was hypocritical but now actually happened to him—PTSD post-traumatic stress disorder;
The author says:
catching insects;
Let me talk about my understanding of the protagonist's halo.
The logic in my heart is this: it’s not because he is the protagonist, so he deserves everyone’s love and care all the way to fight monsters and upgrade, and finally wear the crown, but because he has good qualities, and he has paid more than ordinary people to realize his dream. tears.
That's why it was able to overcome difficulties and obstacles, unite all the forces that can be united, and was written by the authors to become the protagonist.
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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